Pain

The pain
It keeps returning
I try to fight it
But it comes back

Why?
Why?
Why do I feel like this again?

The feeling
That I can never compare with someone else...

The feeling
That I've been played...

The feeling
Of being rejected...

I keep telling myself
Get over it
It's not worth it
But it comes back
Again
and again

Sometimes I wonder
Have I been manipulated?
Because
that's how I feel at the moment

It hurts
so much

I'll just have to take it
In silence

God, save me.